Being blessed with
the warmth of good company
during the happier times,
This loneliness in times of trouble
Feels like a bane in disguise
When you could share my happiness and sometimes my pain
I wonder why you’re always missing during My struggles,
but in vain..
I fail to understand why
I had promised myself with every passing day I’ll love you more,
For this lack of sanity,
I should fall in more trouble,
loath and despise myself to the core.
And learn to never rely on anyone’s comforting presence!
Instead, to deal with every event,
good or bad
With my very own brave and righteous essence!